I’ve decided that my time on this earth is nearing its end and that I don’t belong here. I’ve attempted suicide three times, and today I will follow through with it. Although I love OM&M endlessly, I am a shitty person and I don’t deserve to live. I don’t deserve to have 1.1k followers. I don’t deserve the privelege to have even discovered such an amazing band. I want all of you to know how much I care and appreciate you. Each and every one of you. I wish I had gotten to know you better. I also want every member of my favorite band to know how much they’ve impacted me. Alan, Aaron, Austin, Phil and Tino. You’ve all saved me from so much and made the few happy times in my life a lot better. I’ve looked up to you since day one and in my last thoughts you are present. I cannot thank all of you enough. I apologize for letting you down and going through with my death, but I need to do this. I want everyone around me to have a better life. I don’t want to be a burden to anyone. Life was made for happiness, and that is something I have yet to reach. If anyone would like to say goodbye to me, just leave me something in my inbox or on anon. Maybe I could enjoy the last few hours of my life. I love you all so much.